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It's Alright 'Cause I'm With Friends

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Here is a drawing of a "symbolic pinata" that I started working on last night. 
I don't think there is any better sketch that could display how I felt on Sunday.

I guess this sorta could be labeled as a rant but I like to simply call it "letting my thoughts out."
If you are a loyal watcher of mine, you know that I just got back from multiple events. 
My good friend of mine-almost more than a friend- has been going through depression. This has also been affecting my anxiety level, of course. Depression and anxiety are two things you don't want to ever experience. 
Not too long ago my friend did come and visit me and told me about her scars. To wrap it up I pretty much said "I don't mind that you harm yourself. I won't tell you off for it." Now I know that I messed up. Some people out there do make people stop hurting themselves. And it's not by saying what I said... I have decided to not go into much detail about what is going on for our privacy. 
I just wish I knew how to say the right thing. And I wish times like these would pass quickly, if at all. 

I am anxious to see what message you get out of this drawing. I was thinking about explaining it but perhaps some things go better off being unsaid.
Promise me you'll have a great day no matter what negative things are out there, alright? And please know that you can't control your friends' lives. You have to move on. 

I feel as though she is already gone. 
And who am I to promise positive news? Even the happiest and the luckiest have their low days. 
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NikTheRabbit's avatar
Last year was my... Let's see.... Sophomore year in college and I had frequent depression and did end up scratching myself up to pieces although not much blood did come out, so thankfully that didn't do anything much to me, and eventually, by the end of the year, I was fine! Not everything in life is a bucket of candy, but you get over the remnants that the dog kibble fairy left in your mouth overnight very easily! :)